Self Portrait(s)

I said below I had not drawn a self-portrait of myself since shaving my beard 14 years ago. I overlooked this most recent drawing, made a few months ago. This is a portrait of myself and my wife Joanne, which I drew to appear on our Thank You cards to our friends and family. We were "made into one" six months ago, in April 2019. Joanne and I met 17 years ago and became great friends. Who knew I would end up marrying my best friend? We have a blended family, with our beloved Sophie making it complete.

Self-Portrait 3

This is the very first self-portrait I ever made, as described in the preceding post. I was 24. In retrospect, given how little "serious" drawing I had ever done at this time, (as opposed to bad cartoon drawings), I am surprised at how well-done it appears to me. There are some issues with proportion. I'm not sure if there's too much forehead or too little jaw...it's possibly both! This shows one characteristic of my drawing that remains consistent to this day: I draw linearly, rather than tonally, (which involves depicting the form through its masses, built up by broad, painterly use of charcoal, pastel, or soft pencil). This was drawn with a fairly hard pencil, 4F. The harder the pencil, the longer the point remains sharp, and the less the graphite smears. A drawing teacher I had once said that most artists tend naturally toward depicting form by one means or the other: through line or tone. She recommended that we practice drawing in whichever manner was NOT natural to us, in order to expand our ways of seeing and drawing. Good advice, which I have not put into practice nearly enough.

Self Portrait 2

This self-portrait predates the one in the previous post titled "Self Portrait 1." This was drawn as an assignment in a life-drawing class I was taking at the Art Students League of NY. It was only the second "realistic" self-portrait I had ever drawn, though I had drawn myself many times in cartoon form in my sketchbooks. I drew one previous "serious" self-portrait prior to this many years before, when, having graduated college, I contemplated applying to the Ringling School of Art in Sarasota, Florida. Their application requirements included providing several pieces of art, one of which was a self-portrait. (I will post that here in a separate post.) I was living in Florida at the time and trying to decide what to do with myself. In the end, I didn't apply to the Ringling School, and I moved to New York City, (following two college friends of mine). Here, I enrolled in the Art Students League and took life drawing classes there for 25 years.

After this drawing, I have made several other self-portraits, all during the years when I had a beard. I haven't drawn myself since shaving my beard almost 14 years ago. I think it's time I have a go at it.

Self-Portrait 1

This is a self-portrait in graphite and white crayon from some years ago, when I still had a beard. I was inspired to make this drawing after looking at some abstract paintings by Richard Pousette-Dart. In these particular paintings, Pousette-Dart had combined white paint with ghostly gray pencil marks that produced a beautiful, mysterious effect. I am not an abstractionist, but I wanted to emulate Pousette-Dart's effects, so I did the expedient thing and drew myself in soft graphite. I then rubbed over the graphite with white wax crayon. The effect is nothing like Pousette-Dart's, but I like it pretty well.